The Fugitive by Tagore, Rabindranath, 1861-1941
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A word from our supporters: File extension PAF | KACHA I shall ever remember her, the dear companion of my exile, who, like a busy village girl, smiles on her errand of ceaseless service and croons a simple song. DEVAYANI But, friend, let me also remind you that you had another companion whose thoughts were vainly busy to make you forget an exile's cares. KACHA The memory of her has become a part of my life. DEVAYANI I recall the day when, little more than a boy, you first arrived. You stood there, near the hedge of the garden, a smile in your eyes. KACHA And I saw you gathering flowers--clad in white, like the dawn bathed in radiance. And I said, "Make me proud by allowing me to help you!" DEVAYANI I asked in surprise who you were, and you meekly answered that you were the son of Vrihaspati, a divine sage at the court of the God Indra, and desired to learn from my father that secret spell which can revive the dead. KACHA I feared lest the Master, the teacher of the Titans, those rivals of the Gods, should refuse to accept me for a disciple. DEVAYANI But he could not refuse me when I pleaded your cause, so greatly he loves his daughter. KACHA Thrice had the jealous Titans slain me, and thrice you prevailed on your father to bring me back to life; therefore my gratitude can never die. DEVAYANI Gratitude! Forget all--I shall not grieve. Do you only remember benefits? Let them perish! If after the day's lessons, in the evening solitude, some strange tremor of joy shook your heart, remember that--but not gratitude. If, as some one passed, a snatch of song got tangled among your texts or the swing of a robe fluttered your studies with delight, remember that when at leisure in your Paradise. What, benefits only!--and neither beauty nor love nor...? KACHA Some things are beyond the power of words. DEVAYANI Yes, yes, I know. My love has sounded your heart's deepest, and makes me bold to speak in defiance of your reserve. Never leave me! remain here! fame gives no happiness. Friend, you cannot now escape, for your secret is mine! KACHA No, no, Devayani. DEVAYANI How "No"? Do not lie to me! Love's insight is divine. Day after day, in raising your head, in a glance, in the motion of your hands, your love spoke as the sea speaks through its waves. On a sudden my voice would send your heart quivering through your limbs--have I never witnessed it? I know you, and therefore you are my captive for ever. The very king of your Gods shall not sever this bond. KACHA Was it for this, Devayani, that I toiled, away from home and kindred, all these years? DEVAYANI Why not? Is only knowledge precious? Is love cheap? Lay hold on this moment. Have the courage to own that a woman's heart is worth all as much penance as men undergo for the sake of power, knowledge, or reputation. KACHA I gave my solemn promise to the Gods that I would bring them this lore of deathless life. DEVAYANI |



